Sonnet of Sadness

I want to find my way to the heaven

But I know I may not find it

I've gotta stop complaining on the others

And start noticinhg my own mistakes

I want to find a way to you

Help girl, help me muse

To find the happiness I may not deserve

To find the death I won't refuse

I want to see your naked body

I want to see the wind blowing your golden hair

I want to be your lover, your boy

I'm living in the hell without you 

But I'm tring to enjoy my chances

Of being at your side through all eternity

André Luiz Abdalla Silveira